YouTube (especially JacksGap videos) inspires me SO much. Sometimes I get so amused that I am literally ready to pack my clothes and other need-for-every-day-survival things and go/run/ride/drive/fly anywhere where the most usual adventures can take place. Those emotions are OVERWHELMING in the positive and the negative way in the same time!

Despite of anything those videos streghten my motivation to learn more properly. Possibly if I become a biologist I will be able to travel as much as Jack and his twin-brother do, take part in some breathtaking projects and meet spectacular people such as scientists, writers, talented vlogers and photographers. Plus maybe even go to Washington and apply for a job in the National Geographics!

On the one hand it is rediculous that I am THAT MUCH ambitios but on the other one - why not if it makes me move forward?!

It seems that I am going to be a complete loner and super-workaholic (thanks to the way daddy nurtured me). And yes - being alone (having no relationship) - means a lot for me at the very moment because somehow I am convinced that n apperance of "someone special" in my life will just EXPLODE my future-plans and burn them to ashes.
(However, if the person will be the same as I am - no problem then. I mean, if our life-goals coincide and he is as adventurous and enthusiastic as I am - I will definitely fall for him without saying a word!) But usually those good fellows are already picked by someone else. So, stop dreaming, girl!

Why am I writing all this? Does it make any sense? Am I just trying to kill time? SO MANY QUESTIONS